Everyday Ordinary

2010-07-06T09:11:00.000-07:00

Good news: Common test's over.
Bad news" More upcoming projects. Guess they wouldn't let us take a break. I really need one but then yeah, forget it. There's a presentation this friday and I hope I will be able to do it fine. Well, speaking of common tests, i already know my results aren't going to be that fantastic. Maybe an A, and the other 3 could be Cs and Ds? Yup, that's how bad it is. The teachers were trying to kill off our grades and gpa by including stuffs we've never seen before or even that, they modified it in a way it feels like we didn't study.

Forget about common test. So yeah 29 of June, it was my younger bro's birthday and Maria's birthday as well. Bought her a little something and I'm glad to hear she's using it. but yeah, i wish there was more to it. Anw, we had some kind of mini celebration.. well it's sort of a secret... As for my younger bro birthday, we managed to catch toy story 3 which surprised me cos it was amazing. Two thumbs up! And after that, we had dinner together. Not to forget, my friend treated my younger brother and me to Resort world sentosa. It was really an awesome day, it feels like we are in some kinda fairytale. No words to describe how happy, how relaxed I am that day.

60 kg runner-up

2010-06-27T09:16:00.000-07:00

hey guys, finally the rough days are over. But the fight isn't over. This is the first and definitely not the last you'll see of me. I just want to get a good rest and eat normally again after being on a diet for the past 2 weeks. I havent got enough sleep ytd since i had to wake up at 5am to jog so that i could i make weight on time since weighing in time was at 8am. The same goes for today. I was supposed to fight ytd, but then my opponent didn't show up which means I advanced to the final. And it's actually kinda sad to know that I will be fighting my own friend just now since he won his fight ytd. It was a great experience, given that he has 4 years experience of boxing behind him, while I had a few months not to forget this is my first competition. I was kinda nervous at first, feeling stiff in round 1. At the end of that round, I was trailing 1-3. I could say I did quite well in round 2 cos the score was 4-5. And then finally the last round, the score was 7-6 to my opponent. The result was actually a little shocking cos my main concern was not to get knock-out. I had some good punches in there, but I need to work on my defense. And lastly, thanks to everyone who had had given me support my sending those good luck messages. It really meant a lot to me. :) now is back to study, concentrating on the upcoming CT in 2 days time.

2010-06-20T09:47:00.000-07:00

Heys, it's Monday again hopefully without the blues. So yeah, we are done with the N.E Project. My plan for the week is to spot those impt theories and memorize them. And I don't have much time left- just 6 days away from the big day. I know training was always going to be tough for the next 5 days but I guess I'm ready. Ready to bring things to a new level.

Me studying alone while the rest do their proj at the other table. :(

Some random shot

The Museum

Every little thing I do
Never seems enough for you

I just liked you too much.

2010-06-17T01:18:00.000-07:00

It's a quarter past one. Nothing much really except that the days kinda passed by faster everyday. It's Friday again, and yeah it doesn't really make a diff since we r on a study break. But tmr I'm going out to visit the national museum with some of my friends for the N.E project. If you're wondering what N.E is, no joke but it's really national education. So yeah we're supposed to find out about the place and its history. Other than that, training has become more tougher. At the end of the day, the coach went up and told me, "stay strong". These two words actually motivated me to do better in training for the next day and the upcoming days before the competition. Many said they lost in their first competition by knock-out, so my point is I don't wanna get knock out. I want to fight till my heart stops beating. Maybe, I could catch the opponent by surprise. Until then, keep praying for me. Wish me luck and I'll do my best.

8 days remaining.

competition on the 26-27th of june

2010-06-12T10:38:00.000-07:00

So i've decided to blog while waiting for the England Usa match to kick-off. By the way, i support team Spain. ;)

Alright firstly, I received word from my coach on Wednesday night that he decided to put me in a boxing competition which is held on the 26-27th of June. I know it's kinda risky since it's near to Common Test. But I decided to participate cos I wanted to earn some experience before going for the next one. I'm not expecting much, not to say medals. That would be somewhere later towards the end of the year. I just hope to do my best here. By the way, I'm in the Lightweight category-60kg and if you guys can come down support, it'll be great. :D. But I myself not sure where's the exact value. LOL! So yeah, ever since the night my coach told me I'm in, I worked out the following day like some mad guy since i am 64kg. Currently, I am 62 kg, but usually after exercising I am back to 61kg. I got hungry easily, so Im thinking of fasting in a few days time. I hope this will help me down in losing weight on the right time.

2010-06-04T06:45:00.001-07:00

I'm glad to announce that it is finally the end of this hectic week. phew! No more presentations but erm, we got a lab test next week. Well, I'm still happy that finally we are done with the mock interview and presentations. I was nervous throughout the whole thing actually but I guess I pulled off fine except for the presentation where I stumbled a little. And the teacher just continued asking more and more questions. Alright, now that this is over, it's about time to concentrate more on the revision of common tests. And I guess I'll be back to training again this Monday, hoping my toe nail wouldn't have hurt anymore.

formal wear

By the way, we had napfa test yesterday. The parts I did well were pull-ups(11), sit-ups(56), shuttle run(10 sec) and 2.4km run. I came in second, but during the first 5 rounds, i was leading all the way till the last 200m of the run. The teacher called me mad when he saw the timing for my first round and asked me to slow down. But I didn't listen to him =) After the whole thing was over, he came up to me and asked if I want to join the school running team for long distance. I was totally surprised but I rejected the offer since I wanted boxing to be the main priority. It also turned out the guy who came in first was from the school team, saying I was the better runner though I came in second. But at the end of the day, I got silver thanks to SBJ=( and got a napfa test adidas shirt.

2010-05-30T08:26:00.000-07:00

Heys there, firstly it's L bday ytd and I attended her bbq, so yeah happy b'day to her! 30 mins to midnight and it's a gonna the first day of the week- Monday. Seems like I really dislike Mondays cos first of all, we got a sucky long time table- 9am to 6pm. And secondly, we gonna start off the day doing P.E and I heard we might be playing frisbee tmr. Yay -.-
But on top of that, week 8 is napfa test which I'm definitely looking forward to. The reason is that once u pass Napfa, u dun have to come for any more PE lessons which means school's gonna start at 12pm on Mondays :D
So yeah, I think i'll be able to ace it except for standing broad jump. Besides that, seems like we r getting a little busy with 2 presentation awaiting us on Friday. Well, it's better than lab test. Just dun remind me of it anymore. It was horrible.

I've been thinking of cutting hair recently, like a change of hairstyle. So yea, I tot of Taeyang's hair- mohawk. It really look nice on him, but I'm not sure if it does on me. Hehe but I just wan to change hairstyle, like make it short. I kinda hate it when the fringe keep swinging when I'm doing some sports activities.

And to be added on, I'm planning to buff up a little more, but at the same time, maintaining a weight of 60kg. Jacob Black has got an eight pack, so yeah..wow! i'm gonna work out more on the body to get another 2 packs so tt I'll get an eight pack, and most importantly eat the right food. as in the RIGHT food. So yeah, hopefully I'll be able to achieve it by september. eight packs!!!

2010-05-26T10:22:00.001-07:00

I'm here, sitting in the living room in the hours of the morning. Just can't carry myself up to bed. What if there r too many things on your mind that u dunno where u should start working on first? Maybe that's y they got the saying kill two birds with one stone. It's thurs, so yeah we got to start sch late. But we got some kinda lab test which I totally suck at, so yeah, I'm just hoping for the best tmr. =)
Beside that, as usual Thurs night is the so called "fight-night". So yeah I'm up for tmr, since I've been preparing for this throughout the past one week. I'm kinda nervous, but excited as well. And yeah, the good thing is tmr's the last schooling day of the week. A day off from training as well, which means 3 days break! Gotta catch up with my sleeping time man..zzz

2010-05-22T07:49:00.001-07:00

It's coming close to 2 months since school re-opened. I spend most of time either in school or training in the evening. Sometimes, I lost that motivation but somehow manage to get i back somehow. I've been busy almost everyday chasing this dream of mine- getting the best of both worlds. So yeah, if some people want to keep complaining about how tired they are, think back for a moment. That's the thing with teens nowadays- using the word "tired" unnessecarily. Some even mentioned pain. When you have had one of the worst moments in your life, that's when you know that the pain you've been saying all along were actually nothing. Real pain is one that hurts your heart.

Well, there's no actual reason why I decided to blog again. I just thought I could kill off sometime blogging over the weekends. How's school? Yeah, I've got project datelines to meet and two presentations in a fortnight's time. But thank god both presentations fell on the same day, so yeah we're lucky that we don't have the need to wear formal to school on 2 schooldays. I just remembered that we got 3 lab tests next week, so yeah I'm getting the butterflies now. =S

Updates

2010-03-31T08:42:00.000-07:00

Well, that's what the title says. The fact is I've not been updating my blog since the last 2 weeks or so. I just remembered going to see Adam Lambert tgt with Haris at Bugis Junction. Yeah, then few days later K box with the clique. And then, dots...I really find it hard to rmb. Oh yeah, we had futsal last Friday. Really big thanks to my friends for coming down to make up the amount of people. Ermm, what else is there that I miss out? Oh, yup I met up with suane 2 days back. Watched "remember me" at Cathay. And yup, we went down to city hall after that to meet up with Shannon. Accompanied her during her break time cos she's working at Pretty Fit(citylink mall). Haha, there were actually some pictures from the past few events but I'm just lazy to upload. =X ok this is boring. bye!

2010-03-05T22:37:00.000-08:00

Finally, it's over. way way over and it's time to enjoy the hols! Yeah, so first few days of hols wasn't that bad actually. Been going to the gym cos the last time I hit it was like 2 weeks ago. Thanks to exams :S So I guess it's time to gain back those muscles and gain even more muscles. Well the last day of exams, the whole group went down to have lunch at Seoul Garden Takashimaya. I think the last time I ate it was like few years ago. The food wasn't that bad just that their beef tasted like Mcdonald's beef prosperity. We played some game and the loser had to eat some ginseng thing which was really bitter. I think we spent almost 3 hours in there, but the time passed really fast. I wish it would slow down since we were going to different classes next year. :(

U dun call friends by names, but by showing actions that they are one but you're yet to learn. That was the saddest part~ I might as well disappear.

exams~

2010-02-20T19:51:00.000-08:00

Hey people...looks like it've been quite some time since I last blogged. Can't help with it either since exams are approaching really soon. It's not soon, it's just tmr! =X But yeah, I guess I am prepared, so I'm going to the exam hall to mantain my grades from common test. 4 As! That really takes a lot of hard work. About motivation, I think what has happened all this while is enough to motivate me. So yeah it's just about not losing my focus and not being overconfident. Wish me luck peope, tmr 4 pm!

Fear Factor

2010-02-07T06:57:00.000-08:00

alright...some things that happened earlier this week would be the "fear" factor. Alright, I got bitten by a rat in the first station which they took it down asap in case of other rat-biting cases. There wasnt really much time to take photos since everybody was busy with their own challenges. It was more of worms- maybe at least 3 diff types? haha! but seriously it wasnt really fear factor. The only station that kinda freaked me out was that we had to put in our hand in this covered pail and touch the animal in it. It jumped, so did my heart. It was later that I learn it was a frog. lol! So I guess that's about it. And yeah exams are coming soon. Guess I'm feeling quite confident this time. Just hope that I will get at least 3As when the GPAs were being calculated.

Anw guys, have you ever thought of your future? I'm not referring to NS, but what is gonna happen after that? This question kept on playing on my mind recently, and I guess I might have an answer for myself. I'm quite interested in joining the Airforce, especially when you look at the benefits we r going to get. I wanna apply for it during this upcoming hols, or if I didnt get it, guess I have to start thinking of a Plan B. I just wanna be successful in life.

MJs bday!

2010-02-01T03:14:00.000-08:00

Hey! Firstly a very happy birthday to a really good friend of mine, MJ! No more bday boy, but bday man! 23 already lei~ Yeah, so some of us came a little bit late, guess half an hr wasnt so late right? haha....but yeah we met up at dhouby ghaut(idk if the spelling is right)arnd 1pm there before heading off for kbox @ destiny's. The place was quite cheaper, maybe better than the previous place that we went on terms of space and the songs available. Yeah...I guess when it's kbox time, we should focus more on rock songs rather than those love songs..haha too many love songs is not good~ cos rock songs makes people feel livelier. Songs like Love Drunk really make people want to just shout into the mic. And yeah we played some poker games and drinking games. The loser had to drink green tea and later it was changed to coke. That explains why I was complaining of the weird taste on my tongue. Yeah so after some few hours "stuck" on the KTV, we went for dinner~ and yeah arnd 9.30pm, it was home sweet home.\

I'm gonna rmb this pic...everybody looks gd in this~

Saturday's soccer!

2010-01-23T03:25:00.000-08:00

Alright guys, I just got back from a soccer match and we lost 6-4. Well, I manage it to net in one goal hehe. Thought that we would make a comeback, but then things changed since the start of second half. There was some sort of fight that took place...and I just hate to see these kind of things during a soccer match. I mean come on, it's just a friendly match, not like a derby match or what. It's about the fun and experience gained, not about playing rough. Or even if you were really fouled, just don't exaggerate. It's kind of irritating to see that. Haha, but anw I didn't join in the fight lah cos come on, we r young adults, still partly considered as adults. What for we fight over small small things?? And yeah, the best part was I got cramp in the 90th min of play, and I was thinking how unlucky can i be. Well, I hope for a fast recovery cos now I feel like my leg gonna cramp anytime if I were to move it so much :(

according to you

2010-01-16T04:46:00.000-08:00

Yeah, finally bought myself a new sports bag, since the one i bought at malaysia was already spoilt!! I dunno how the hell the zip broke and I realised that when I was about to use that puma bag after 2 weeks school reopened. Alright, wasted some money on that but I got a better bag, an adidas bag. What's good about this bag it has a ventilated shoe tunnel and I'm still figuring out where it is. Yeah, so at least the bag has more compartments, not too many either. Just right. Bought it at Suntec City just now, and yeah bought a 3/4 pants and a long sleeve grey-white shirt. Spend close to $80 today and I gotta start saving again!

=)

haha, i dunno what to say except that she's really good at playing guitar, plus she looks hot!

some description abt her: At 24 years old, Orianthi has already experienced what most aspiring musicians only dream of. She's opened for her hero (STEVE VAI), backed an Idol (CARRIE UNDERWOOD), traded solos with a legend (CARLOS SANTANA) and shared the stage with the King of Pop (MICHAEL JACKSON).

Congrats to my bro!

2010-01-13T07:57:00.000-08:00

Hey, it's almost 14 days since new year and I thought the first 10 days were somehow great. And then I realised something was wrong somewhere. But yeah, I think I should just be patient. Have to really thank Haris, John and MJ for being my listening ears. I really appreciate it really a lot. Cos without them, I wont be able to decide my next move, be it right or wrong. Anw, I guess some of you by now have already seen my brother coming out in Today newspaper yesterday. Haha i know this sentence sounds a bit awkward. He won gold for that tournament in Suntec City. Really congrats to him and guess he might be coming to NYP to take a diploma in Sports Management. I'm praying for him that he would get a place there. I would really feel happy for him if that happens. Anw, we gonna maths result soon, hope it'll be an A or at least B. I just sometimes wan to say this out but don't really have the chance to say it yeah so now i'm saying it. U know it's not always about scoring A's actually that makes us happy, it's actually the people that's around you that makes you happy. Yeah lor, I am single for nuts =S. They should just create a book about winning a particular girl's heart so that I could study it and got an A in that. HAHA, omg I'm thinking a little too much but it'd be wonderful if there's really one cos first things first, I'm not that good at woo-ing girls lor even though I am quite fit now.

You know what they always say about nice guys? They always end up last. Maybe I should stop being someone nice??? :S

All The Right Moves

2010-01-08T05:42:00.000-08:00

It's been 8 days since the new year kicked off and I would say things are going fine, esp with the kind of results I'm getting now. ECA- dist, Marketing=A, EComm= A(I got a feeling it's dist just tt the lecturer nvr put it as dist. Yeah, so only left with Maths results left(@%^@&). Oh ya, one more result is the 6 packs, still ripping it almost everyday! woo!! really trained a lot on this, I can say it's a sort of painful process sometimes :S. Yeah, I've put on weight not fats ah!, been eating and exercising, and maybe I grow a bit bigger in size..haha! The hardest part was eating right actually, my weight is just not fixed for the time being.

Anw, my brother just came back from the Pakistan Open Boxing Tournament, and yeah he won a bronze there. I think this one is more harder than SEA Games since the countries are not from Asian only, but middle-east as well. His next tournament is just this Sunday at Suntec City. wow..i guess that's really fast. Hopes he gets enough rest and do his best this weekend. Alright, that's all! bye!

small world

2010-01-05T05:35:00.000-08:00

Hey there, I got some story to share. I have two friends, one of it is my classmate(Bernard) and another is my soccer friend(Benny). From day one I saw Bernard it reminds me so much of Benny. The way they talked especially, like always cheerful. Today I saw Bernard again and I somehow got the feeling they were connected. So I checked their facebook and it's confirmed that they are actually brothers. LOL! can't believe it's such a small world. Yeah, I still kind of excited for no reason. lol!

life after you

2009-12-31T07:33:00.000-08:00

all that I'm after is a life full of laughter, as long as I'm laughing with you. 2009 is gonna be over soon, but it's more than just leaving 2009 behind. I'm still thinking of stuffs like the future and yeah... Guess my new year resolution is gonna be a simple one. To be a better man, more helpful, more patience. Simple as it sounds, but there's a deeper meaning to it. I still remembered everything clearly, from you to my eye to my family. Those were the moments I can never forget, it's already gone and there's nothing to move on. Guess 2010 is just around the corner, yeah but I'm feeling kind of sad actually. And I keep listening to daughtry's "life after you" and kelly clarkson's "already gone" for the whole day. Letting it out through the songs...
Happy new year everyone, it's 2010, the earth gets older and you gonna get older by a year as well, so be more matured!!! i mean it for some peeps...and oh ya, i just got a haircut, just thought of one when i saw jacob's hair. Not i'm gay or what lah, but i feel he's a great actor with a good personality and body.

cos i know there's no life after you...

one day m'sia trip

2009-12-29T20:52:00.000-08:00

Alright, I just dun wanna remember the first 3 hours of our trip to Malaysia yesterday. We(john,mj,L,Eng Huat, Jason and me) rented a car and yeah it was great that the car breakdown just after the woodlands checkpoint. So we had to push the car to the white marking nearby and called for the tow-truck and had to go back into Singapore back to Kranji just to re-enter the checkpoint. We ended up on a bus trip. But that was some experience- not to rent a 40 bucks car especially if it was a Picasto. We stepped on foreign's ground when it was almost 3pm. Yeah so we bought movie tickets to catch Treasure Hunter, It was a Taiwanese movie but I swear it was quite an action-pac. I'm not a fan of Jay Chou or what but the story line was somehow interesting. Oh yeah, before that I had this dessert called Snow Ice Chocolate. It was really nice(my 2nd time eating it). It's at City Square, yeah so do try it out if you were on a trip to JB. Well after the movie, I got myself a necklace and a Puma bag for xx ringgit. Finally got myself a sporty bag. After that we walked around in search of a nice place but I found a nice volcom belt. I just bought it while Jason got a Levi's wallet from that same shop. Yeah so we were on the streets before we head back in to City Square and had our dinner at Sushi King. It was my first time ever eating sushi and without paying for it. LOL! yeah we had it planned... But of cos we paid for the other dishes we had. And then finally it was time to go back to Singapore. home sweet home~~

Daughtry- Life After You

Yeah another new moon music video, when I look at Edward, Jacob and Bella, it always remind me of .... That's y I dun like Edward. :S

merry chrismas!

2009-12-26T21:18:00.001-08:00

dun ask me how's ur christmas cos when the clock ticked 12am, I had just finished working :S Well well, merry christmas to all my christian friends! So I spend some 3days 3 nights at grand hyatt hotel and yeah, finally no more work since christmas is over. It's monday tmr, but so what?? it's still hols! YEah, one week left before school re-opens and with this one week, I already had some plans in my mind. But now, I'm freaking bored at home. Guess gonna play guitar later since I have not touched it for quite some time. New year's approaching, I hope u guys already had some new year resolutions in ur mind ppl. And not only that, work hard for whatever you want, dun just say I'm gonna do it but in the end u didn't. U learnt ur lesson, it's gonna be 2010 so yeah, start fresh!

national heroes

2009-12-20T07:07:00.000-08:00

hey peeps! just got back to work at yesterday. same place- hyatt hotel where it feels like heaven for a moment. But after a while, eating chocs and cookies could just make u sick :S It's only two days, and I've worked for a total of 23 hours. Yeah, for ppl like me, I've just got no other choice except to work to earn money. Alright, this is not the big thing actually, The big thing is that my brother came back on Friday and yeah, it was a great atmosphere at Terminal 1. I seriously didn't expect that he had fans- as in real FANS! They took photos with him, interacted with him for quite some time. And I was like wow! And we spend quite some time at the airport, it was really crowded that day since the second badge of team singapore came back to their home together. Flashes of lights were everywhere, and I realised i just can't see too many flashes. Well, some of my relatives were there too and we had a feast at a food centre somewhere in Paya Lebar, I just forgot what's the shop called, but the food was really nice. Their small size of any dish was like an actual medium size. So of course it was great, esp when my mum treat the family. Guess she was too happy to see him back here safe. And not to forget to thank my brother for that sea-games shirt. It was really nice, "tight-fit" that's what his gf describes it when I try it for the first time . And she asked me to wear it to school just to attract girls..Hahaha...But I'm not in the mood to look for a girlfriend...Sigh,...

National heroes!

Oh ya, I was wearing a lpool jersey, and my mum said ppl might think im d one tt represent spore since the jersey looked more red than the red spore jacket my bro's wearing plus I helped him carry his stuffs on the way back home. LOL!

end of common test!!!

2009-12-17T04:07:00.000-08:00

It's 3 days since I last blogged and that's when the common test started and now it has come to the end. Results will be released after new year and I'm hoping my results will be out as what I predicted. That would be one of the best starts for the new year. So we had some 4 hrs of soccer after that, regardless of rain or shine. And tmr my brother will be back. Alright since the new year's approaching, I've already got some resolutions in my mind. Yeah one of them is to be more fit. I just want to do as many pull-ups as possible, lol..for what reason. But what I feel more is that being healthy is really important to have a good lifstyle.Stuffs like eating smart also plays a part like eating less rice, more meat. Alright I miss out on vegetables(always!), but it would be better to eat more vege. It's just that vegetables sucks(most of them). Current number of pull-ups I can do is 10, and by next march I hope to do a 15 or 18. And maybe more gym in the upcoming 2 weeks since it's holidays. I just wan to be fit for the time being, and at the same time to kill off some time. I'm just not a gamer :S

If you don't lose you cant win,

2009-12-14T04:14:00.000-08:00

this photo is really cool

heys all...looks like the sea games fever might just end soon in a few days time. Well, my brother didn't make it to the semi-finals, but I'm seriously proud of him. And yes he was right when he said you've got to have balls to do what he do. He wrote it on his ball guard with permanent marker. lol! but anw...his next fight is in Suntec on the 10th and 11th. It's free people, and I'll try to make my way down there n support him. I see him as a really brave man to step forward and represent spore after spore boxing was missing from the sea games for more than a decade. And in his fight against thailand, he showed how big his heart was. And not only that, the thailand coach even offered him to go for training in thailand. That's really good but my brother insisted on staying. He said he dun wanna make the thais feel proud just bcos other ppl come and train with them. And i absolutely agree! Nevertheless, there's still another sea games which I hope he'd get into also.
we were supposed to look like nerds but i just dun have the nerd look n attire on me! LOL!

All the best to team spore and my bro!

2009-12-10T04:27:00.000-08:00

A narrow escape- that's what I'd call it. But after today, I was kinda relieved. The things that has been happening lately really made me learn a lot. It's like few months back I was making some lame jokes, just thinking about that one particular thing that I really need. Then came the cornea ulcer, my parents divorce and now me ending up in family court. Alright honestly speaking, during the hols, I was seriously sad about something that I feel that it's really hard to move on. But I did it, step-by-step. And I didn't really believe god back then. The thing I could only believed was I didn't have enough luck. Maybe till now, at times I believed that but the things that happened really made me wanted to believe god so much after so many years. And I really want to thank god for that for showing me the right path. I believed right now, I'm still a little sad about that one thing, but what else could I do?

Anyway, the christmas fever is here....and not to forget the Sea Games! Yeah, my bro is in it..so go team spore! watch his fight tmr at 2pm..maybe live at channel 5! I wished him all the best and whether he win anot, it doesnt matter, cos he really made us proud. He's a man of a few words, but with strong determination.

section 65

2009-11-29T07:37:00.000-08:00

Believe. Faith. I'm 18, and the mountain I've been climbing is steeper than the ones others out there were climbing. There are things I wish I could say out here, but I think it's better if I kept it to myself and close friends. I just wanna thank them for being good listeners and hope everything goes smoothly on the 10th of Dec. It's the seventh week now and CT's are approaching. I'm just telling myself to move on. There's soccer tournament in sch this coming saturday plus i'm planning to watch new moon soon. So I guess a lot of gals are falling for jacob just like they did once for edward? I kinda prefer jacob to edward cos it kinda reflects back on my story. It sucks to feel like jacob. It's like in this life, you can do a million things for the one you loved, you really cared for but in the end, it all comes back to nothing.

I saw u looking at me, when ur bus was next to mine,
I dunno what it was, but now i'm asking myself should i turn back?
We are like strangers in the broad daylight
but deep inside i still care for u a lot

freaky friday

2009-11-20T02:46:00.000-08:00

alright not monday blues, but friday blues. It's just a freaky friday with long hours stucked in school. Sch started at 8 and finished at 5. As the day goes by, it makes me quite restless esp when I didn't sleep enough for the last 2 days. But there's something to cheer about cos the weekends are here. Well, I'm not really going out but carrying out with my daily saturday routine, work out in the morning and then study with MJ in the afternoon. Common tests are reaching as everybody knows, and I hoped my classmates will start their revision soon. Someone happened in school that's making me pissed off. I really hate it a lot when people tried to accuse me of copying. Other than that, things are ok. Life goes on normally, though it might have leave a scar. My brother's coming back soon I guess..and he'll leave spore again soon too. Hope he'll make spore proud in the SEA Games.

I heard Sylvia sang this on SI, Mandy Moore-Cry.
And when she sang it, it reminds me of a lot of things, u know who. I remembered it all really well, and will always remember it well. The movie in it is my all-time fav movie, it was really touching and quite sad. Yeah so for those who haven't watched it, do it watch it.

Sunday's soccer

2009-11-15T04:47:00.000-08:00

Hey there I'm back here again. I'm still kinda tired from morning's soccer match. It's not like any normal match cos guess what? I played with a div2 team, it was my friend's team i'm playing for. To be honest, the league was quite tough and for my friends who just joined div 13, i think you'd better have these 3s- Speed, Stamina and strength. Div 2 might be far off from div 13, but those are the words I could say from today's experience. We played against a french team and for some 75 mins, the score was still 0-0 but I guess in the end, we lost our focus and conceeded 2 goals in the last 15 mins. The players there were fast on their feet and mind, always knowing what they want to do next with the ball. But I had fun though I played for an hour, it was still enough experience and knowing new learning points. And today was the first time I ever kicked a ball for the last 2 weeks.

"Impossible"

2009-11-11T08:24:00.000-08:00

Hey guys! Just a quick update here! Things seem pretty ok though I just came sch for the 8th time out of the last 4 weeks. Thanks to my eye, but now it's better since i went for a laser last wednesday. So it's been a week and seems like I missed out a lot in sch but what matters most, "I'm back". Anyway, I just wrote a song called Impossible, and I really hope you guys would leave a comment what you think of the lyrics. No, I'm not releasing any album or song, haha I just wrote it cos I want to express my feelings. This song that I wrote is greatly inspired by The Look by Ryan Tedder. He's a great musician and if you dunno who the hell is that, he's the frontman of OneRepublic. Yes the guy that sang "Apologize." Alright here's the lyrics and yes finally Duane is out of SI. As always, my vote always go to Sylvia Ratonel hahahaha

ALright this song is called "Impossible" and I already got some rhytms in my mind.
Yeah so I hope I will be able to complete it asap. :)

Impossible”

First verse:
A year and a half just came by the road
But I’m still finding it hard to let go
The love I had was too strong
That nothing could ever compare

Chorus:
Another day without a smile
Never regret walking this long mile
Still remember the times we had together
It just seems so yesterday
Now I’m asking myself is it ever possible to forget you
After all the things I’ve done for you
Was “impossible” the only word u could say

Second Verse:
You’re always saying impossible
But you know yourself love is inevitable
How do I forget the million things that I’ve done for you?
How can I breathe easily without you?

Do you know how much it hurts
Do you even know how much I cared for you
Do you know what I’m going through everyday?
But you know what, forgetting you seems more impossible

Chorus:
Another day without a smile
Never regret walking this long mile
Still remember the times we had together
It just seems so yesterday
Now I’m asking myself is it ever possible to forget you
After all the things I’ve done for you
Was “impossible” the only word u could say

Bridge:
Could it be that you couldn’t see what I see
That I could be you everything
Everything you thought what a man should be
Will you please let your eyes believe it?

Last Para:
Impossible, maybe, but worth at least a try
You know I'm always waiting on your reply
Just waiting for the chance that I might be able to hold you tight
Even it is just for a night

Impossible maybe but worth at least
A try…………..

Samsung STAR

2009-11-01T02:19:00.000-08:00

If you are wondering what is that...haha that is actually my new phone- Samsung STAR. I bought it at a shop in amk last night. And right now, there are still some things I'm not that sure about. SO yeah ..keep on exploring d phone every now and then. Woo...can't wait to try to put movies in it so I can watch it on my way to school. No more boring 45 mins ride? yeah hope so... Anyway, yesterday before that, somewhere in the afternoon, we had a match. We weere 1-0 down at half-time, then 2-0 but later on we managed to dominate the match and the score was 2-2. And damn it, my 90th min shot just went across the bar from the left side after getting pass 2 defenders. lol..but it was worth a try. Needs more practice..

(the day is approaching.)

when a red sees a red(masch) hahaha

2009-10-28T06:29:00.000-07:00

Forget about getting myself that bag! Cos I just bought a Liverpool jersey instead. Haha fyi, this is the first club jersey that I have ever had. And like any die hard soccer fans, of course I will take good care of jersey. Haha who knows there are 17 more jerseys to come. Maybe getting a CR9 after Christmas? hmm... But I'm yet to get a new phone, gosh my contract is ending soon. I'm still searching for an average touch screen phone within the price of $200-$300. Anyone knows? :S

TORRES! that's my jersey!

Anw, fyi, Torres is my favourite striker too though I believed there are other strikers who are better than him. But what I liked about him is he's fast paced and he's spanish, and if you realise spanish players are really good passers and so is him.

My top 5 fav stikers
1: Fernando Torres
2: Van Persie
3: Thierry Henry
4: Wayne Rooney
5: The Old Michael Owen back at Anfield(but we all know what he's like now :(, but I hope to see himself back to his old days)

two is better than one

2009-10-22T06:48:00.000-07:00

Hey people! I'm doing ok now. Hehe, but I was out alone just now. I went to bugis, reached there around 12. I headed to the Mac opposite National Library first, spent some time there surfing d net, looking at cms and school stuff. Yeah but on the way there, there's this pretty lady approach me about this insurance thingy. I felt like saying "Will you be my life insurance?" hahah...Yeah so after the mac, I went to National Library simply to waste some time. And then, headed to BHG, searching high and low, and yeah there it is, finally find the renoma singlet I'm looking for! It's 3 for $18.90 but I heard robinson's one is cheaper, just that I dunno where it is though my friend said it's somewhere in bugis. I dunno if that's true anot. So headed back home alone and it was close to 5. I thought of going gym, but felt a little lazy so I did some workouts at home. Now feeling refreshed :) I guess I'm not going school till Monday, but it kinda feel good when people go to school and you are slaking around either at home or outside. Though I was alone just now, still not bad. My mind is more at ease. haha maybe i didn't went out alone for quite some time.

Oh ya, you know the song breathe by taylor swift and love drunk by boys like girls? Try to compare the lyrics and you'll realise that the message delivered from both songs are the same. Haha that's because Martin Johnson(lead singer of BLG) was actually the ex bf of taylor swift. And both of them cant be together anymore cos they were asked to break up cos taylor's manager felt martin's image was not right for taylor. I searched this one net just now cos while I was at mac just now, I overheard this song: two is better than one. This song is the OST for New Moon. It's by boys like girls feat taylor swift and I was wondering how come taylor was singing with them. So I did my research and that's the story! hehe...

4th Nov..please come fast

2009-10-19T07:56:00.000-07:00

Seconds, hours, so many days... Hope 4 Nov comes fast. Well, it seems sch has started today but not for me. Not really holidays, it's just that I felt going to sch, looking and writing down notes will only put a pressure to my eyes cause they get tired that fast. Like right now, I can't play my fifa game or even use the com for long hours anymore. I dunno for how long I'm gonna be here at home, maybe for a few days? I dunno. I just rmb I haven even buy d books. I guess that comes later. Ok it's only 11. I slept more than 10 hrs ytd, but I felt like sleeping again.

the days are counting

2009-10-15T04:57:00.000-07:00

The days are counting, I've got 2 weeks to a months before I'm going to suffer from blurry vision and then ..... That's what the doctor said and he referred to a specialist somewhere in Novena. He set an appt on the 4th of Nov, which is 3 weeks from now when my eye is going to get blurred in 2 weeks time. There are some things I need to hide from my mum cos I dun think it's a good idea to tell her these kind of things. Cos she already has her own problems. But she came up with a suggestion to go to SGH instead, and now I guess I've got homework to do. I doing some research to make my eye recover asap. I'm feeling a lil scared when the doctored about blur vision cos I'm scared the next day when I wake up, a lot of things become blur to me. Sometimes I did realise my eye becomes blurry but I thought it was normal, maybe cos I am tired. And I realise I can't play games too cos my eye gets tired even though I played a fifa match and one match is onli 15mins. But I'm still lucky my eyes dun get tired easily when I chat online. I'm trying to get some early nights too, I'm went to bed arnd 12am these few days, better than my normal sleeping time by 2 hours.

My cute younger brother with his artpiece...I took a picture of him just now :)

from beginning to now

2009-10-11T07:46:00.000-07:00

hi there! it's been quite boring since i've stopped working. I've been spending on food and pool games recently. I thought I could do better, saving up more. But I cant start saving this week since I'm going to Malaysia with my bros this Tuesday. I planned to buy more clothes and a new bag. Well, yesterday we played at kallang cage and I could say I finally kicked a ball after 2 months. It's not really that weird, just that I hit the woodwork 3 times. And another 3 for today's morning training. Right now, I'm sort of stoning at home, just finished watching winter sonata. 1 more episode to go!

I think I've made up my mind. I'm going to go for a check up this wednesday. My eye is no longer reddish, but it's really pain when there's sunlight. And now, I can feel the ulcer thing again in my eye. I realised I shouldn't come for today's soccer cos the sun is really really bright. :(

speed recovery!

2009-10-07T04:29:00.000-07:00

yesterday was totally a different day. I had really bad sore eyes, yet i come to work and in the end I find myself went back early. I went to see the doctor, and he detected that I got cornea ulcer. It's a white spot, slightly bigger than the singapore dot on the world map. And the scariest part is that doctor said it might cause blindness though the cause is unknown yet. And i was supposed to go to a private hospital for further check-up but i didn't went. My mum didn't want me to, she said let's just see how things go for the next few days. And guess what? I guess I'm 70% recovered today unlike ytd, where everything was red. The onli thing I find I'm allergic to is light. But I guess things are much better now.

Anyway today I had a good day with my bros, MJ and John. We met up and had lunch together though Mj and I had alr eaten earlier, but we wanted to keep John accompanied. After that, we went to play guitar at the park and then back to EHub for a pool game. I really had fun today, I dunno why also. It tells me a little thing or 2 that true friends were the ones always wants to know how you are doing and always staying by your side. I thought they weere going to be paisey going out with me today cos of my eye, but then I was really wrong. God, I'm so thankful to have such nice people around me.

lpool- chelsea

2009-10-04T06:12:00.000-07:00

good evening to everyone! :)) it's just a few hours before the clash between liverpool and chelsea. Though liverpool just lost to florentina, I hope they can bounced back from the defeat and beat Chelsea. Well, I'm gonna catch the match later, so lets just wait for the score at the end of 90mins. Anw, things are fine for me except that I'm reaching home late due to work. Been working for 12 hrs or more on some days. haha ok. i got nothing to do now, so off i go to watch an arsenal match.

ok..i'm back again. damn...lpool lost 2-0 but from what i feel, liverpool played better but lacked the finishing product. Soccer ain't about keeping the ball at ur feet for minutes, it's about putting the ball behind the net which lpool failed to do so for the last 180mins. So that's it, my bet is still that man utd will retain the title and r.madrid for champs league.

As for now...tmr is working day again...my ORD day and thurs is another new job. wow..i'm earnin big bucks

cos i alr know how this thing goes

2009-09-16T06:47:00.000-07:00

Hello! ;) So it's my 2nd day of work today, and yeah I'm working at watsons but I'm not mentioning the outlet. Haha... Work has been kinda slacky so far yet I'm worn out. It's my legs that are worn out cos it's like I'm working a total of 2hrs a day and standing for 5hrs doing nothing. Some say easy money but not really cos when I keep looking at the time, it's always only 10 minutes that just pass by. I wish time would pass by faster when I'm working. I dun really like to work so much but right now when I'm looking back at my situation, I guess I dun have much choice. My job here is for temporary and Monday will be my last day. Yeah! 4 more working days but excluding hari raya. I got a pretty weird schedule anw. Just now while working, this song keep playing. It's called wait for you from Elliot Yamin. Feels like playing that one on the guitar and yeah at the same time, reminds me of something:((( I wish to do some things right again. Anyway, gotta go now, watching some indo drama!

How do I- live without you?

2009-09-12T08:34:00.000-07:00

All I'm waiting for now is Monday and I hope good news will reach my ears. Wad's that about? I hope to get that watsons job. Yeah, that's life, u see a "not-bad" job, so just grabbed it. Can't be choosy also these days cos it's really hard to find a job. What's impt now is I'm going to save enough money for my omnia ;) I tink that's gonna take some time. At least for now, let's say if i get the job, life won't be so bored. Not rotting at home and at least earning some money.

Anw, I just wan to say something here. I just wan to say that all of my friends are important to me, no matter how near or how far they are, they are just important in my life;)I dunno why I feel like saying this, but I just met someone that's living so far away but then showed me what friendship is all about.
This song below is dedicated to all of my friends, it's a happy song! take it away, yellowcard- everywhere!

I thought I met another you....

2009-09-07T07:59:00.000-07:00

Hi there...just a lil' update here..Hmm..Well I think I might have found a job, it's just now I'm lazy to hand in a resume, yeah so maybe tmr I'll do that. Hope I will be able to get that job and yeah it's $5.50/her under this Recruit Express Company. The best part is it's only for 3 weeks and the location is at Tampines! Wow...everything seems ideal though the salary is not high but I've calculated I might get around $660 at the end of 3 weeks! That's enough to settle some stuffs like my bills and of cos my omnia! Gahh..guess I have to bear with this sony-ericsson of mine for 1 more month. Anyway these past few days, I've been running at least 2km per day and carrying dumbbells and working out at the gym. And I hope to grow at least by an inch or 2 if possible. Alright that's all and this link below is to all twilight fans!

it's over, way way over at last!!!

2009-09-02T06:40:00.000-07:00

Heys...finally the war is over. Exams are over and now it's holidays! And yeah I already planned out the stuffs needed to be done. A change is gonna come, heading back to the gym again soon but most probably at night since I'm fasting in the day. And not only that, things might just change over the holidays. Certain things...Anyway I already planned to find a job asap so that my free time wont be wasted just like that. Gonna earn some bucks and yeah I hope to be able to find a job by next week. And then yeah new sets of clothes for new sem, another pair of converse shoes, maybe a bag, a watch and the list goes on...Wow that sounds like a lot...yeah kinda but yeah money can be find if we work hard for it. And contributes some percentage to the happiness. well not 100% of course..Speaking of happiness, I had a great time today since it's the last day of exams. And yeah, the ten of us trooped down to AMK HUB to watch Bandslam and played some basketball in the arcade. It was quite fun throwing balls into those moving hoops. I guess I did pretty well, make me feel like wanna try basketball some day. hehes...And yeah after that, the gals had to leave so it was left with me, Eng huat, Jason, Mj, L and his gf. So we went to play pool, it was quite cheap playing at amk. Firstly, seems like I lost the touch but after some games, yeah me and Mj started to win games.

Anw, 23 september will be some kind or a nerve-wrecking day since results were going to be released. That's 3 weeks from now right? haha yeah wish myself all the best.. time to enjoy my hols~

My Secret formula to 3a.

2009-08-28T05:35:00.000-07:00

Heys...I'm currently busy mugging especially yesterday where I only went to bed at 3am and wake up at 9am. Kinda tiring yeah but what to do...have to live like some a mad guy right now chasing his As. And I hoped I really secured 2As for the past 2 papers. So now there's 2 more to go and I can smell another A is on the way. Haha! But the other one if I get a B or C it will still put a smile on my face. Yeah, have to set higher target this final exam since I already got 2As for the common test. And please please, I really hate to hear people saying I got As because I cheated. My point here is not every head that is in the class pays attention to the what the lecturer is saying. Sometimes things work the opposite way, without me even coming for lectures, yet the result still shows. That's because I have my own way to score in exams. Well I guess I have said enough, just let the results do the talking.

legally 18

2009-08-22T09:50:00.000-07:00

Time past that fast that sometimes I might feel I need a time machine. And yeah, I finally turned legally 18! Can't wait to get a car license and maybe there's more to come. Alright so the day started with me meeting Shannon at pasir ris mrt before heading to bugis to meet up with the rest for a 7hr- karaoke session. Haha, got the chance to finally listen to everyone's voices and no matter how soft or loud it is, it never failed to put a smile on my face. And thanks for the surprises as well, there are still some parts that left me wondering. But yeah I had fun though I fell asleep for a while due to the late night I've had. And of course not to forget the others for the wonderful wishes. And things seemed to be normal again, not quite but a much better improvement than the previous days, But then...guess I'm back to square one? Not that sure though... But really thanks a lot everyone! And yeah this is one of the greatest days I've had in my life!

hehe..the picture was dark...

is this the end?

2009-08-17T09:49:00.000-07:00

Yeah, finally a match between my team and Impulse Efc, my former club. It was a great match and we did try to make a comeback, ended up losing by a goal. Final score was 3-2 but I felt it was a good experience playing against my former club. I had a few shots on target but then still failed to put the ball behind the net. Hmmm...actually nothing much to stay here. Things got worsen as each day pass by. And all of this is happening when my birthday is just around the corner. I am quite sad right now, maybe there's nothing else I can do. Can't believe a single mistake could lead to a huge problem. If only I could turn back time...I dunno how to live for the rest of next week cos it's exams and right now, everything is just tangled up.

cool stuff from daughtry covering lady's gaga pokerface

lab tests are finally over!

2009-08-03T08:15:00.000-07:00

Heys...finally lab test and projects are over. Yeah time to look ahead, which would be final exams. Well this week, I wouldn't deny it has been a stressful week physically and emotionally cos of certain things. But I know I got to be strong inside. There are certain things that happen unexpectedly. Anw, last Sunday, I spend some time outside studying with maria. We had a great time together, but at the same time I also had just learn something about her. It's kinda sad, dun feel like saying it right here. But yeah life still goes on normally. I hope god would always be with me for whatever I'm going to do next.

Yeah, anyway national day is coming in 3-4 days time i guess. Haha..been too busy recently till I didn't know what day is it.

I will find a cure for you. I'll be there for you thru it all..even though saving you sends me to heaven...

love drunk

2009-07-28T09:01:00.000-07:00

hey check out dis song: love drunk: boys like girls. overheard it on 98.7fm if I'm not wrong. yeah i know it's one of those days when i had lunch at mac. Anw, it's a really cool song and I think I'm feeling love drunk. haha... Well, I make it my 9am class, I reached on time ;) Oh yeah, there's something I'd like to share with u readers. Last week, my team joined a futsal comp in our school and guess what? we reach quarter finals....and I managed to bag in 2 goals. We could have advanced to the next round if we had took all our chances.

Well, killer week had just kicked off. Lab test, project datelines and gah...whatever school related stuffs are due just around the corner. Gotta do some kind of role-play for one of my projects. Sounds fun, well..not really...hate memorizing scripts..haha...and the coolest thing is I just found out my accounting test is next week and what the crap I'm still talking in class, not taking down notes. Haha..looks like I got to rush for these few days...

I hope not to overslept tmr and the rest of this week!

2009-07-19T23:56:00.000-07:00

Dang..it's monday again and right now, I'm finding myself lost in the middle of a class. Haiz..and I overslept again today. The problem is that I find it hard to go to sleep which results in having problems waking up the next morning. I just keep procrastinating in my waking up time. Some things just keep playing around in my mind, and I just keep thinking about it.

Anw ytd my team had a match and we drew 2-2. I onli played for some 60mins or so since I had to leave early to attend some ceremony at my aunt's house. Haha there were lots of food but I had to refrain myself from eating them since now my weight is just nice 60kg. Haha... i lost 5kg within a week or two. But that is also because I really worked myself out at the gym, and I feel that I should be going to gym at least once a week. Haha okay I think i better go off now, try to find better things to do before this post gets too lenghty and wordy just bcos i'm bored. haha..bye!

Not feeling too good....

2009-07-15T06:55:00.000-07:00

Hey there...haiz..have not been feeling that good recently. So, it's being confirmed that I'm already in another team and all that I wanna do is just concentrate on my new team. Anw...I have no regrets playing for Impulse EFC. In fact,I really enjoyed my time out there playing with you guys. Win or lose, we are still team mates! And if you asked me whether I still have the jersey, I'm gonna say of course! And I'd like to say sorry to my friends if this news is really too shocking, but hey we are still friends off the pitch!

Anw, good thing is that I aced my math paper as expected. In fact, the teacher told me in person after class i scored more than 90, and was one of the better ones out there. But then when I think back, some of my friends failed and I just feel kinda guilty here. I just dunno why. I did help some of them, but in the end they still fail. Argh...just dun feel like talking about studies now...

The plan continues, and I'm studying it real hard everyday. Eg 1990- a module speacialised for me only. haha!

My first time going prawning might just come true tonight...

2009-07-09T02:52:00.000-07:00

Grr!!! I flung mp just as I expected. Why cant they give a god damn pass when i only fail by 3 marks. Haha...anw, I've got over it already. I just simply hate prog. Anyway, I'm gg out to prawning tonight. maybe?? haha...depends also since my mum now is like currently in a bad mood. And if I go there, I gonna overnight there, release my stress on the prawns! haha..ok..if I really go there tonight and there are pics, I will put it up here on the blog or facebook.

I will be there no matter what.

haha..okay. I did went prawning after all for the first time. It was at east coast, and looks like a 7-seater car turns out more like a 10-seater. And yeah, john was a good driver, better than mj. HAHA! Anw, I didn't really catch the prawns since I wanted to see first how long it takes to catch a prawn. Well, at first it was like testing our patience, but then slowly we managed to catch the prawns. Some of it were quite big and fat, I like those types since got more flesh. ;)

Out of reach

2009-07-06T03:05:00.000-07:00

Yeah, I'm listening to that song right now after I heard it at tamp macs just now. So I went to youtube it out. lol... Common test had just begun and so is the stress. 3 weeks of revising can make you sick especially when you are revising the same thing over and over again. And I think I flung my MP paper as expected(gahhh! we dun even have hints for this). And fyi, MP is just another type of programming and you guys know I really suck when it comes to prog. Anw, the paper is already over and I gonna concentrate on the rest of the papers.Maths is up next, haha, hope I gonna nailed it if the questions really come out as I expected. Yeah..if it does, since I'm just spotting questions. And to my friends, study smart. Relax, there's no need to be a nerd!

and i know there's a light out there for me....

Maria's brithday

2009-06-30T08:25:00.000-07:00

Hey...haha...so finally the day has come. After days of planning my plan Z, time to showcase it. Alright, it was Maria's birthday ytd which falls exactly on the same day as my younger bro's bday! So happy birthday to them and may god always bless u :) Yeah, I got her a panda(her fav animal);) And not to forget to mention Jonathan for helping me out! I really appreciate it and I'm "touched".

the pic that received lost of response on fb..haha!

Caught again for 2nd time :x

happy birthday rica!

group pic ;D

Haha...okay..at least now my blog got pics! And trail of the panda is nice and touching. The pandas were quite cute actually, especially when they make the sound. okaa..till then...5more days to CT!

2009-06-24T06:11:00.000-07:00

hey there! :) yeah...as u can see, i just changed my blogskin. So this is some kind of making my blog looks more alive. And I will try to update at least once a week. Alright, good news is that common test are postponed. Bad news is that I'm just scared I'd forget what I have studied since I'm gonna be stuck at home most of the times. Or if not, I actually had some plans to go to the gym. It's been long since I last went there. SO I guess back to the gym..no need for those californias..just a simple gym will do :) Yeah...that's about it and I'm still going to sch until Friday. School just gets a little more interesting lately but all this might end. and i'm gonna start saving...

when people run in circles, it's a very very mad world. - Adam Lambert