Believe. Faith. I'm 18, and the mountain I've been climbing is steeper than the ones others out there were climbing. There are things I wish I could say out here, but I think it's better if I kept it to myself and close friends. I just wanna thank them for being good listeners and hope everything goes smoothly on the 10th of Dec. It's the seventh week now and CT's are approaching. I'm just telling myself to move on. There's soccer tournament in sch this coming saturday plus i'm planning to watch new moon soon. So I guess a lot of gals are falling for jacob just like they did once for edward? I kinda prefer jacob to edward cos it kinda reflects back on my story. It sucks to feel like jacob. It's like in this life, you can do a million things for the one you loved, you really cared for but in the end, it all comes back to nothing.
I saw u looking at me, when ur bus was next to mine, I dunno what it was, but now i'm asking myself should i turn back? We are like strangers in the broad daylight but deep inside i still care for u a lot
alright not monday blues, but friday blues. It's just a freaky friday with long hours stucked in school. Sch started at 8 and finished at 5. As the day goes by, it makes me quite restless esp when I didn't sleep enough for the last 2 days. But there's something to cheer about cos the weekends are here. Well, I'm not really going out but carrying out with my daily saturday routine, work out in the morning and then study with MJ in the afternoon. Common tests are reaching as everybody knows, and I hoped my classmates will start their revision soon. Someone happened in school that's making me pissed off. I really hate it a lot when people tried to accuse me of copying. Other than that, things are ok. Life goes on normally, though it might have leave a scar. My brother's coming back soon I guess..and he'll leave spore again soon too. Hope he'll make spore proud in the SEA Games.
I heard Sylvia sang this on SI, Mandy Moore-Cry. And when she sang it, it reminds me of a lot of things, u know who. I remembered it all really well, and will always remember it well. The movie in it is my all-time fav movie, it was really touching and quite sad. Yeah so for those who haven't watched it, do it watch it.
Hey there I'm back here again. I'm still kinda tired from morning's soccer match. It's not like any normal match cos guess what? I played with a div2 team, it was my friend's team i'm playing for. To be honest, the league was quite tough and for my friends who just joined div 13, i think you'd better have these 3s- Speed, Stamina and strength. Div 2 might be far off from div 13, but those are the words I could say from today's experience. We played against a french team and for some 75 mins, the score was still 0-0 but I guess in the end, we lost our focus and conceeded 2 goals in the last 15 mins. The players there were fast on their feet and mind, always knowing what they want to do next with the ball. But I had fun though I played for an hour, it was still enough experience and knowing new learning points. And today was the first time I ever kicked a ball for the last 2 weeks.
Hey guys! Just a quick update here! Things seem pretty ok though I just came sch for the 8th time out of the last 4 weeks. Thanks to my eye, but now it's better since i went for a laser last wednesday. So it's been a week and seems like I missed out a lot in sch but what matters most, "I'm back". Anyway, I just wrote a song called Impossible, and I really hope you guys would leave a comment what you think of the lyrics. No, I'm not releasing any album or song, haha I just wrote it cos I want to express my feelings. This song that I wrote is greatly inspired by The Look by Ryan Tedder. He's a great musician and if you dunno who the hell is that, he's the frontman of OneRepublic. Yes the guy that sang "Apologize." Alright here's the lyrics and yes finally Duane is out of SI. As always, my vote always go to Sylvia Ratonel hahahaha
ALright this song is called "Impossible" and I already got some rhytms in my mind. Yeah so I hope I will be able to complete it asap. :)
Impossible”
First verse: A year and a half just came by the road But I’m still finding it hard to let go The love I had was too strong That nothing could ever compare
Chorus: Another day without a smile Never regret walking this long mile Still remember the times we had together It just seems so yesterday Now I’m asking myself is it ever possible to forget you After all the things I’ve done for you Was “impossible” the only word u could say
Second Verse: You’re always saying impossible But you know yourself love is inevitable How do I forget the million things that I’ve done for you? How can I breathe easily without you?
Do you know how much it hurts Do you even know how much I cared for you Do you know what I’m going through everyday? But you know what, forgetting you seems more impossible
Chorus: Another day without a smile Never regret walking this long mile Still remember the times we had together It just seems so yesterday Now I’m asking myself is it ever possible to forget you After all the things I’ve done for you Was “impossible” the only word u could say
Bridge: Could it be that you couldn’t see what I see That I could be you everything Everything you thought what a man should be Will you please let your eyes believe it?
Last Para: Impossible, maybe, but worth at least a try You know I'm always waiting on your reply Just waiting for the chance that I might be able to hold you tight Even it is just for a night
If you are wondering what is that...haha that is actually my new phone- Samsung STAR. I bought it at a shop in amk last night. And right now, there are still some things I'm not that sure about. SO yeah ..keep on exploring d phone every now and then. Woo...can't wait to try to put movies in it so I can watch it on my way to school. No more boring 45 mins ride? yeah hope so... Anyway, yesterday before that, somewhere in the afternoon, we had a match. We weere 1-0 down at half-time, then 2-0 but later on we managed to dominate the match and the score was 2-2. And damn it, my 90th min shot just went across the bar from the left side after getting pass 2 defenders. lol..but it was worth a try. Needs more practice..
